The day has come.... I'm sure I will be excited to get there settle in and start this big adventure.
Last year I wanted to use it as a launching pad to feeling better after my whole heart debacle and to kill time while you were grinding along on your PHD. This time however, I'm hoping to find balance. I know that the people I'm surrounded by will have stories and journeys to share and things that I can learn from. I have a hunch that they will all center around making changes and finding a healthy lifestyle, it was so obvious that I noticed it immediately last year.
I have a feeling July will also be spent rereading my 2016 blog to remind myself how good I felt that first week.
As I write, your in Mexico and I miss you deeply, but I know that you are recharging your soul, just as I hope to do. Absence definitely makes the heart grow fonder.
Thank you for all your support as I try and figure out how to move forward with my health problems, silly insecurities and the confusion of what my next work phase might look like.
I had no idea 23 years ago (27 really) that we could grow this close. I had no idea the kind of support we would lend each other through this life. I'm also sure that I have no idea where it might go next, but I look forward to it being with you and I know it will be good.
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| June 25, 1994 |
As eager as I am for this adventure, I will miss you completely.
I hope reading this daily journal (although written well in advance) will brighten both of our days apart. If everything works correctly a new post will appear every day (at midnight) for both of our enjoyment.
I'm not sure yet what these blogs will evolve into, love letters, random thoughts, foreshadowed feelings, music, highs, lows, surprises, who knows?
Here's you first surprise.
Thank you for this. Thank you for taking the time (so much time!) to write and reflect and share your love! As I sit here taking in all the love that's washing over me (and crying, of course, because that's just what I do), I wish I had a mirror to reflect back to you these words. I, too, love you more than ever. Life is truly better with you. Thank you, my dear, sweet man for doing this for me. I think I will save these for my evenings because Im a sobbing mess. I love you so much and can't wait to watch and hear about your big adventure. All my love, Jenny.
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